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Feral Polymaths Episode 10
We discuss the adventures in the American medical system, the Boltzmann brain thought experiment, entropy, complex systems, and witness a tree falling in Marylea’s driveway.
Feral Polymaths Episode 9
Bugs, biology, AI, language, and a dose of misanthropy
Difference Creates Potential
by Gayle Towell

Imagine holding a stone above the ground. Per physics, it possesses a certain amount of potential energy. The simple act of lifting it higher increases that potential energy, a property an object possesses simply by being somewhere high, somewhere different from the ground. If you drop it, that stored energy wakes up, turning into kinetic energy, movement.
Of course, for this to happen, an external force field such as gravity is necessary. Without gravity, displacing an object doesn’t create the same dynamic. In environments where gravity or similar forces (like electromagnetism, etc) are absent, you only need to apply an initial force to set an object in motion, and it will continue moving indefinitely. Conversely, when you lift an object against gravity, you must consistently apply a force that matches and opposes the pull of gravity to elevate it, which is essentially where the potential energy comes from. The fundamental notion is the same, however, creating a difference – via displacement within a force field or applying an unbalanced external force – changes things.
Looking at this notion from a slightly different angle, it can be said that, when things are different, then you know they will change as they evolve. If I have a bottle full of beads, the bottom half of the bottle filled with black beads and the top half with white, then this difference will result in a change as the bottle undergoes random applied forces (ie, you shake the bottle). The beads mix, but they do not unmix. This is the second law of thermodynamics – entropy (a measure of “disorder” or uniformity) increases. In essence, the natural evolution of matter and energy is toward more “disordered” states due to how much more probable these states are compared to ordered ones. There are billions of arrangements of the beads that make them appear mixed, and only a few that leave them separated. This is why the difference between the beads at the bottom of the bottle and the beads at the top will go away in time.
This tendency toward uniformity, disappearance of difference, or increasing disorder – increasing entropy – is fundamental in the universe. It also describes how energy moves through the earth as a system. Energy comes from the sun in the form of electromagnetic radiation that is of a wavelength/type that is readily absorbed by plants, then stored in sugars, eaten by animals/humans, and released back out in a more “mixed” state (meaning a greater number of lower energy radiation goes back out into space in the end). It’s like this beautiful, useful energy with great potential arrives on the planet, passes through a complex system which mixes it all up and spits it back out as a uniform looking mess that is now more difficult to use for work (work in the physics definition in this case – essentially it has a reduced ability to effect change).
Life is a strange anomaly in this system. A living organism is ordered and low in intrinsic entropy. Its difference from the rest of the stuff in the universe makes it unique. Like a stable eddy in flowing water. But the whole time it exists, it maintains this localized order by significantly increasing the rate at which all surrounding stuff – matter/energy – increases in entropy. We are essentially entropy accelerating machines. All life is. We pay for our localized order by creating greater disorder overall – taking in fuel and creating waste from which usable energy is more difficult to extract.
And yet – life, living organisms, are somehow stable in this large system of increasing entropy. Living organisms remain localized low-entropy kernels. Perhaps we’re made stable by the trade off – because of the ability to accelerate disorder/entropy in our surroundings. This leaves us fundamentally different from our surroundings. This difference leaves us with a great potential – to move, to act, to create, to evolve, to maintain a stable system of organization in a larger universe of increasing disorder. We, and all living creatures, are essentially creating chaos around us to keep our internal world ordered and alive.
Order and difference require constant intervention to maintain.
Consider the state of your house. If you don’t give much thought to how you move objects around, the house becomes messy. Dust collects on surfaces, garbage piles up. Dishes sit dirty in the sink, clothes lay strewn about the floor. With no deliberate intervention, the disorder only grows. We only fix it by cleaning.
But in cleaning, we collect all the debris, discard it into a more disordered pile elsewhere (the landfill, etc.). And while performing these acts, we are converting energy from foods we’ve consumed into waste as well. We are, yet again, accelerating the growth of disorder/entropy elsewhere to maintain our localized decrease, to maintain differences inherent within ordered systems, which leave us with the potential to do more – move more freely about our house, bake cookies in a clean kitchen, and so on.
Difference creates potential.
Feral Polymaths Episode 8
We’re back after a long break! In this episode we discuss paradigms in psychology and much more.
Feral Polymaths Episode 7
In this episode Gayle and Marylea discuss:
- String theory
- Taxes
- Dental issues, medical neglect, and trust issues
- Russell’s paradox
- Godel’s theorem
- Science, math, predictions, and reality
Feral Polymaths Episode 6
Spoiler alert: this episode contains discussions of the movies Barbie, and Oppenheimer.
In this episode we dive into:
- Working with Professionals: Trusting professionals, especially during business ventures, can be unnerving. We also touched on the lack of transparency in professional fee structures.
- Customer Service Woes: Navigating customer service can be a nightmare! We shared personal frustrations, from inaccessible contact numbers to unhelpful humans.
- Religious Abuse: We define the concept and discuss the psychological impacts and importance.
- Communism and Social Contracts: A conversation ensues about the necessity and challenges of having common principles or systems that govern societal behavior. There’s a mention of atheism and how different belief systems fit into societal constructs. We explored the theoretical allure of communism, its challenges in real-world application, and how human behavior often deviates from the ideal.
- Barbie Movie: Surprisingly, the Barbie movie exceeded our expectations. We delved into the world-building, narrative consistency, and the emotional resonance it had, especially in relation to our own children.
- Oppenheimer Movie: This film made us reflect deeply on the dual nature of scientific discovery — the excitement of innovation paired with the grave consequences of the atomic bomb.
- Influencing Children: We pondered on the balance of comfort and challenge in parenting.
Feral Polymaths Episode 5
To infinity and beyond!
In this episode:
- Marylea discusses a recent art show and experiences organizing events with artists in the Lower East Side.
- We share frustrations with the healthcare system, especially when dealing with minor medical issues and obtaining medications.
- Marylea explains what “getting off the margin” means in poetry.
- Gayle discusses the Wolfram Physics Project, an attempt to find a fundamental theory of physics using graph theory and simple rules to model the universe.
- We touch on computation and complexity, including irreducible complexity.
- How Wolfram’s approach might explain why other attempts at a fundamental theory haven’t aligned with observable phenomena.
- Openness and criticism of Wolfram’s Project:
- We pivot to infinity and Cantor’s Diagonal Argument, as well as countable and uncountable infinities.:
- We discuss whether the universe is discrete or continuous, including how Wolfram’s physics project suggests a discrete universe with finer granular scales relative to our perception.
- The conversation then delves into the role of infinity in calculus and physics.
Feral Polymaths Episode 4
Cultural differences, cowboys, and chaos.
In this episode:
- We discuss facial hair envy, and our fascination with mustaches..
- A chat about societal norms like leg shaving and how we make choices based on different social situations.
- Marylea shares her learnings about the bond market and how it differs from the stock market.
- We discuss the importance of financial literacy in general and how the complexity of taxes can be stressful.
- We talked about cultural differences brought by different groups of people settling in America, like the Puritans and Quakers, and how those differences persist today.
- The impact of accents and dialects on communication and culture are explored.
- A talk about the history of language and how certain speech patterns and dialects have been carried over through generations of immigrants from different parts of the world.
- We explore the idea of communication and how various forms of communication, such as music, art, and memes, play a role in human interaction and understanding.
- A discussion on the challenges of modern life, such as feeling disconnected from others, especially during stressful times like the COVID-19 pandemic. This includes the topic of family dynamics and the pressures placed on families as the sole source of emotional well-being, which can be overwhelming.
- We reflect on our own aging and the changes that come with it.
Feral Polymaths Episode 3
A bit of randomness, including queer and trans discussions. Also, if you want Gayle’s kid to tattoo you, visit pige_ontoes on Instagram.
In this episode:
- A recap of our recent absence due to illnesses and busy schedules.
- Discussion of how we juggle multiple responsibilities using lists and planners.
- We recognize the positive aspects of intense focus and curiosity.
- We explore the concept of overexcitabilities and reframe mental health challenges.
- Marylea explains the concept of “queer failure” and its connection to identity.
- We share personal experiences with body image, gender identity, and societal expectations.
- Gayle reflects on the challenges and importance of supporting a trans child, emphasizing the need for empathy, open communication, and understanding.
- We discuss the complexities of decisions regarding hormone therapy for trans children and stress the importance of informed consent and open discussion.
- Gayle shares experiences of talking to a therapist about a child’s gender identity and further explores the complexities of decisions regarding medicalization for trans children.
- We discuss the role of adulthood in making certain life-altering decisions.
- We highlight the joy of seeing children grow into their unique selves.
